Mood board for April


So this is my mood board for April. If you are not familiar with this concept, I basically put together some photos that I rebloged on my tumblr (which is girlonfire-youtuber-lover if anyone is wondering). I have been doing this for three months now and I am going to link other mood boards down bellow.


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An Idea

Yesterday’s prompt on writing101 was: to pick up the nearest book and
flip to page 29. What’s the first word that jumps off the page?
Use this word as your springboard for inspiration.

The first word that jumped off the page for me was idea, something I have been lacking these past few weeks, so I decided that would be a good topic to write about. Rather than using the twist of writing this as a letter I will keep my personal writing style and write this like a debating topic.

As a creative person not having any ideas is impossible. But not having any ideas that I think are good enough is a problem that I have on a daily basis. You see, I am somewhat of a perfectionist, especially when I comes to arts, whether that is a dance routine, a song, a video, a photo or perhaps a blog post. Also originality is very important and in this day and age originality is rare.

Now let’s talk about ideas in general.
Everything comes from ideas. This keyboard I am writing on was somebody’s idea which he or she realized. The screen you are looking at was also once an idea and most importantly this post was once just an idea in my head which I presented you on this page. It’s silly how something big starts from something so small like an idea, which a lot of people would rule of as unimportant. Ideas are the base of everything and we cannot live without them.

In conclusion, ideas should be valued and respected for what they are, something magnificent that makes our life better every day. And of course they shouldn’t be taken for granted or used in a bad manner. That goes without saying (I hope).

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Today’s post is just going to be a little update
about future posts on this blog.

Last Sunday I haven’t posted a Sunday review because I didn’t have anything prepared and because I didn’t have enough time to do it from scratch. That is a second time I missed a Sunday review, and that got me thinking.

For a while I had two posts coming out a week, a random one at Tuesdays and a review at Sundays. This last few weeks I felt like I drained all my inspiration and lost interest in blogging, so I decided that Sunday reviews are not going to go out every Sunday. They will probably go out every another Sunday because I think that way I could have more time to prepare them and therefore the content would be better. I am going to keep random Tuesday post, so you will get at least one post a week. That would be all for now. Thanks to everyone who has been reading my blog for some time and to anyone who has just joined.

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Tuesday madness

I find myself without any inspiration two weeks in a row, so I am going
to write about contrasts (which is today’s prompt at writing101),
but I am not going to write is as a dialogue. In fact I am
just going to let my thoughts flow.

A few weeks ago I was in an awful place, depressed, sad and empty. And that state of mind has been with me half a year. People say that the saddest thing is when someone gets used to something unpleasant and that is exactly what I did. I accepted that I cannot feel happiness and that every day I go through is a struggle because I don’t want to be here. I was emotionally and physically exhausted. But last week something changed. I have no idea what but I have been feeling better and happy for more than a week now which I consider weird. You see, now I am scared that this is just a calm before a storm, that something bigger, worse is waiting for me. I am actually scared of being happy now, and I am used to sadness.
Is not that I am just happy, my friends have been noticing my cheerfulness and how actually happy I look. I guess right now I just have to get used to being happy and forget about pain, because it is inevitable.

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Sunday Review: Givenchy Electric Rose Perfume

For today’s Sunday Review I am reviewing the Very Irresistible Givenchy Electric Rose perfume.

First of all, I have to say that this is my absolute favourite perfume ever. If you have already read some of my reviews you have seen that I love roses and everything about them. This is the official description of it and its scent: Very Irresistible Givenchy Electric Rose is announced as an aromatic – floral fragrance inspired by the raw rock ‘n’ roll music. The fragrance reflects rebellious style and unusual elegance signature to this house. The composition begins with very bright and fresh notes of blueberry, lemon, basil and verbena. The heart is expectedly dominated by rose, mixed with notes of anise and dewy green violet. The base accords include cedar wood and pearly musk.
This is the limited edition, and it also comes in black. I love it, it really is me in a perfume. The perfume is very long-lasting and it isn’t too strong. The bottle of 50ml has lasted more than 6 months which is great. 

The only downside is its price, but I had 50% off of all perfumes so it was more affordable and I hadn’t regretted it.


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