This is quite literally a journey thourgh my mind, it’s not a very safe place so consider yourself warned!
2nd of July
I don’t know how but it always seem like everything bad is my fault.
4th of July
It makes me so angry that I ignore my intuition and instinct. It’s like I know I am going to be hurt so badly, but still do it. Am I a masochist?
6th of July
I am one of those people who cry when they get angry and that is so frustrating because I look like a fool. I could be yelling at you about how mad I am and cry simultaneously. And after I’m done I usually start to sob even more. It’s so crazy. Also I read on Tumblr that these kinds of people are the most dangerous so I’m also afraid of myself. INSANE!
9th of July
I hate summer. I know what you think, oh the heat, bikinis, depilation etc. It’s not even that. Summer is the season were I always break all of my promises to myself. And that is connected to me doubting myself more and thinking I am worthless. SO I PRETTY MUCH SPEND MY SUMMER PARTYING! (that’s pure sarcasm if you didn’t catch it)
11th of July
Oh God, I just realized a few days ago that I am a total control freak and when I told that to one of my friends she was like I know. How did I miss this? I mean, I have been considering myself a perfectionist for a long time, but a control freak? That is totally new to me!
14th of July
I hate that someone who is a pretty bad person and acts like they are best at everything and like he/she is better than anyone, thinks I am the same way just because they don’t like me or the fact that I actually stand up against them when everyone else is too afraid.
17th of July
Summer, tanning and beaches are overrated.
I am constantly afraid that my depression is going to come back as soon as this summer finishes.
19th of July
I love when I notice how much I have grown as a person and how has my style changed within these few years.
21st of July
It is so great when you finally admit something that you have been repressing for years to yourself even though you might aren’t ready to tell everyone. It is so great to feel comfortable within yourself, more than I could ever begin to express!
23rd of July
It’s amazing how one thing or a person can make you day better or worse.
25th of July
How is it possible for me to leave everything until the last moment and then still do everything on time?
29th of July
I can’t believe how much I feel different from what I felt half a year ago. It’s like I’m a totally different person. And it’s not only that, I feel more at peace with my self and my mind setting so that’s good but it seems that good presents a weird feature in my life.
How is it possible that I am still clueless about what is flirting and what is not?
- That will be it for this Weird Diary. I just thought it would be interesting to see how my mind works on different days and in different time periods. If you like this check out my first Weird Diary here and if you decide to do your own version of this please link me so I can check it out! Thank you for reading.
SO GOOD BYE FOR NOW, MY FRIENDS (if anyone is even reading)