Dear me from 10 years ago,
It’s ok to be different and not to fit into someone else’s idea of what you should be. You will go through so many bad things, but it will pass and you WILL have so many good memories. Please try to be less pessimistic about life as you grow up, don’t give up on hope and don’t give up on people and trust. If you are scared to do something you love or want you don’t have to be, it will give you a bit of confidence and it will make an unforgettable memory that you will cherish forever. Also remember that nothing, bad or good, lasts forever. And I know you don’t love yourself but now you should know that I do love you, as innocent as you were.
SO GOOD BYE FOR NOW, MY FRIENDS (if anyone is even reading)