Not going to apologize about being absent, I was actually more focused on my Instagram page so it is not like I haven’t been doing anything. But it comes a time when my fingertips miss the feeling of tapping onto a keyboard, so I have come back to do my annual Christmas season posts. I actually have no idea what am I going to write about, except a travel post about my weekend in Munich where I experienced their kind of advent, a possible haul from Munich and a review of advent in Zagreb (as I did last year). If you have any suggestions be free to send them!
The Munich travel post will be out this weekend, so either tomorrow or the day after, so stay tuned!
In what do trust?
Some people trust in God, some in their queen/king or whoever. Others trust in science, truth and facts. Some, on other hand, do not trust in anything or anyone. Were they born like that or were they burned enough times to know better than to trust? And were the people who trust in something born like that or is it just luck that they were able to live a good life or that they are more patient and prone to repeat the same thing expecting a better outcome.
As a guarded person, trust was always a very hard thing to me, which of course affected and still affects all my relationships. Personally, I find it very tough to trust in people, because they (or better said; we) lie, cheat, make mistakes and usually look for something they (we) will benefit from.
Still, there is one big problem when it comes to not trusting. Is there love without trust, I wondered quite a lot. I came to a conclusion that love is a complicated emotion, it is a potion made of many different ingredients, trust is just one of them.
For me falling in love for the first time, really and fully was an adventure. It meant to let myself trust the person that I love, let myself be vulnerable and let myself be hurt. Now, imagine jumping over a huge hole that is so deep that you cannot see the end of it, nothing but just black void. Falling in love and trusting for me is like doing just that. Only blindfolded. Falling in love with you showed me how brave I really am and gave me an opportunity to learn you need to trust yourself first then give that trust to people around you that deserved it the most.
So, today I am actually going to talk to you about my plans for this blog for summer.
Summer usually means more free time to spend however you want. I wish that I could actually dedicate this whole summer to my blog, but unfortunately that is not possible. Don’t get me wrong, I will still be here and do Tuesday random post and probably one or a few more per week, but not as much as I would like.
You see, where I live is not common to take a vacation during summer since I live by the sea, so that is why most of the teenagers work at summer. That is the case with me. I am going to have the same job I did last year so I approximately know how much free time I have, and I promise I’ll try to put out as many post as I can. But of course there is an upside to all this. I am working to earn some more money to take my mother to Italy this year in October. We will probably go to Rome, Vatican City, Pompeii, Naples and Orvieto and that is why you will have so many amazing pictures after I come back from vacation.
I am telling you this right now because I am starting at my job very soon, and I just finished my sophomore year at high school, so I technically don’t even have a lot of days off, which I wasn’t expecting at all. Also there will might be a Summer Haul this or next Sunday so you can look forward to that. And that would be all for now!
SO GOOD BYE FOR NOW, MY FRIENDS (if anyone is even reading)